Recent Dreams

recently, my dreams have been... disturbing, to say the least. I have been deprived of sleep because of them, and have even woke up on the floor crying on a few occasions. yeah, I'm not afraid to admit it, these dreams, or rather, nightmares, terrify me.

there is one recurring theme: Demons. I don't know why, I don't know how, but there they are. Some of you may not believe in the paranormal, but I do, very strongly. I'm not crazy (at least on this topic) I don't need to go to a psych ward. I am being plagued, to some extent, by demons.

the one that terrifies me the most is me sitting in my apartment, watching TV/playing XBOX, whatever. but then, I see movement out of the corner of my eye, so I get up to investigate, and the closet door is open, so I open it up (its already a walk in closet) and walk into it, only to find a little crawlspace door (kind of like Coraline finds that leads to the Other Mother's realm)

I open that door, and a wave of heat hits me, followed by an intense cold. confused, I follow the crawlspace for a while. its nothing more than a dank dark hewn earth tunnel. when I finally emerge, its into a house. a fairly bare house, but it has the basics that you imagine every house has (couch, tv, chairs, beds, etc) but there is something... off. something I can't quite place.

I explore the house room to room, finding all sorts of things, be them mid-evil torture devices, or dead bodies, dismembered and strewn all over the room, or even happy looking babies that, upon closer inspection, aren't quite babies. they have cat slit eyes, sharp claws and a full mouth of teeth. creeped out, I walk out of the room, only to see motion at the end of the hallway, rounding a corner.

after an hour or so of chasing this mysterious thing, I sit down in a big comfy chair, and turn on a TV to relax for a little bit. a few minutes later, I hear growling, look behind me and see glowing red eyes that disappear as I lay eyes on it. I then get up to go investigate, and when I get to where the eyes were, there is nothing there. I turn around to go sit back down, and standing there is a... something. It looks almost like Batman, but with flesh colored suit, and no seams. and glowing red eyes and razor sharp teeth and long, wicked looking claws. It stares at me, tilting its head for a moment, then turns and disappears. a little creeped out, I walk away, trying to find my way back to my apartment. When I finally find it, there is blood all over the walls. Scared, I find Kelsea, and a few of my friends, laying all over the floor. I fall to my knees, crying (im assuming this is the point I fall out of bed and start crying) and hear a growling noise coming from the hallway. I look up, to see the thing from the house crouched and ready to pounce. I stare it right in the eye and say "Fuck you. Leave me alone, I have nothing you want!" and it just smiles a creepy smile, then pounces at me, and thats where I wake up.