Halloween

looking through the pics some of my friends have taken of their Halloween costumes is making me sad. I have all these really great ideas for a costume, but am unable to act upon them for a multitude of reasons

1) no money

2) no friends in the area to party with

3) girlfriend doesn't seem to like Halloween much

4) no money

*sigh* why does my favorite holiday have to be like this? and why does the girlfriend's favorite holiday have to be the expensive one? (Christmas)

*goes and pouts a little*

I'll just drink by myself... while wearing my mask.

Book Writing

So I got a package from the family the other day (huge shocker, that). I had sent my MacBook home with them when they came to visit over Labor Day so that they could pull all of my info off of my hard drive. The main things I wanted off of it were my vast (well, not so vast) music collection, my pictures, and (most importantly) my documents. The only thing that was on this disk was the documents, but that is alright. The reason I wanted them is because I was working on a book before my Mac died on me, and I want to finish it so I can try to market it and sell it. Well, I got the files and as soon as I get the spare time (probably will be on my days off) I will be working on my writing of my book. Here's to hoping I can pull it off :)

Randomness Perfected

So. I haven't updated in a while, but I'm going to remedy that now. With this post. This one, right here.

Last weekend was my birthday, and it sucked. It made me realize how important I am (or lack thereof) to most of my friends. My family all wished me a happy birthday, and a couple of my friends did (the ones that have known me forever) but the ones that I most thought would at least say hi didn't. Then my car took a massive shit on me, and to fully repair it I would have to buy a new radiator, brakes, battery and tires, totaling over $350, which I don't have. Ever.

So, to try and make myself feel better, I went and spent some money I shouldn't have and bought myself a new shirt, and the new Five Finger Death Punch album. Best $25 I've ever spent. The new album is quickly becoming my all time favorite, I can't stop listening to it on repeat over and over.

Then, yesterday I got to play video games with one of my dearest friends, and it was a freaking blast. I only wish we could have been in the same room playing rather than having to play using SKYPE to talk to each other.

I also found out yesterday that I got 230 points out of a possible 250 on my paper about Video Game Benefits. I'm pretty damn proud of that.

Other than that, its damn cold outside, and I hate it. I love fall, and am okay with winter, but I hate cold weather oh so very much. It makes me wish I was hanging out with friends around a nice fire drinking some hot tea/coco/some other warm tasty drink.

I miss my friends.

Update

So, its time for an update.

My life is hectic as hell right now, I have probably about 10 different projects all due for various classes around the same time next week.

My 21st birthday is next week.

GF is flirting with her ex again, despite my protests, and she is also being rude by getting me riled up before bed, then saying "forget this" and going to sleep.

TMI? I dont give a fuck anymore. All I want is to be respected, is that too much to ask?

If it weren't for two of my very dear friends, I probably would have gone completely batshit insane recently. That is the reason I text the two of them so much, they help to keep me sane when life is being evil to me.

But enough about my bitching. I'm actually pretty excited about my research paper I'm writing. Its supposed to be 6-8 pages, but I'm sitting at 4 pages and I've only used 4 of my 12 sources. Yeah, I'm a freak like that.