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Do you ever look back on the moments we shared?
Yes, more than I should, seeing as how we are both in good relationships. But the moments that I remember the most are all the good ones. Our first meeting.. our walks through the streets in the night holding hands and just talking... our times at the park and graveyard... just all the little things that made everyone think we were an item, when we were just really close friends.

The feelings that passed between us as we sat watching movies or chatting late into the night?
Feelings like that are hard... almost impossible to forget. I let you get closer to me than I've ever let anyone else, save one. Not even Z and S were, or even are, as close to me as you once were. My dear lady isn't even as close as I let you get, and it saddens me that we are no longer that close.

Do you ever go back and read the things we said, both harmful and healing?
Occasionally. Most of what we wrote is honestly lost in the void, or was lost when my last computer died. Most of the truly meaningful stuff is locked away in my memories though.

Do you ever wish that there were words you could say or unsay?
I wish I could unsay what originally caused us to cease talking for so long. There are a few things I wish I could have said that I didn't, and now cant.

Things you could do or undo?
Yes.

Do you ever sit and wonder what things would be like between us today if things had gone differently?
Every single day. There are so many "ifs" that I can't help but wonder... what could have been?

If we'd listened to one another and tried to make things right, instead of building up our defensive, angry walls?
If we wouldn't have built the walls, we would have kept talking. If we hadn't built walls, we would have been angry with each other all the time. If we had tried to make things right, they would have gone south a lot quicker, knowing how we both were at that point in our lives.

Do you still think of me, like I think of you, oh Night Angel? Do you? It depends on how you still think of me, my sweet little nymph.