All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All that you feel.
All that you love
All that you hate
All that you distrust
All that you save.
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy,
Beg, borrow or steal.
All that you create
All that you destroy
All that you do
All that you say.
All that you eat
And everyone you meet
All that you slight
And everyone you fight.
All that is now
All that is gone
All that’s to come
And everything under the sun is in tune
But the sun is eclipsed by the moon.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
The Outcast
This is a poem I wrote back in March of this year:
Crashing Burning Falling fast
He knows it just wont last.
Crashing Burning Falling near
Doesn’t think they’ll shed a tear.
All his friends have cast him out
Not waiting for another bout.
There’s a fire burning deep inside
They don’t care about his pride.
His friends say they like him
They even say they love him.
He knows the truth,
its impossible to hide.
They used to be his friends
Now they just ignore him.
They used to tell him everything
Now they tell him nothing.
All alone in this great big world
He wanders an Outcast.
Trust is lost, faith is gone
All that’s left is one’s own power.
No one wants him, no one cares.
They leave him out of the loop
Don’t want to give him the scoop.
Don’t even realize that he is now THE OUTCAST.
Crashing Burning Falling fast
He knows it just wont last.
Crashing Burning Falling near
Doesn’t think they’ll shed a tear.
All his friends have cast him out
Not waiting for another bout.
There’s a fire burning deep inside
They don’t care about his pride.
His friends say they like him
They even say they love him.
He knows the truth,
its impossible to hide.
They used to be his friends
Now they just ignore him.
They used to tell him everything
Now they tell him nothing.
All alone in this great big world
He wanders an Outcast.
Trust is lost, faith is gone
All that’s left is one’s own power.
No one wants him, no one cares.
They leave him out of the loop
Don’t want to give him the scoop.
Don’t even realize that he is now THE OUTCAST.
Libra, the Scales, Justice.
My zodiac sign is Libra, the Scales. this is what it means to be a Libra:
Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring.
They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its truth seems to them self-evident; and among their faults is an impatience of criticism and a greed for approval. But their characters are on the whole balanced, diplomatic and even tempered.
Librans are sensitive to the needs of others and have the gift
, sometimes to an almost psychic extent, of understanding the emotional needs of their companions and meeting them with their own innate optimism - they are the kind of people of whom it is said, "They always make you feel better for having been with them." They are very social human beings. They loathe cruelty, viciousness and vulgarity and detest conflict between people, so they do their best to cooperate and compromise with everyone around them, and their ideal for their own circle and for society as a whole is unity.
Their cast of mind is artistic rather than intellectual, though they are usually too moderate and well balanced to be avant garde in any artistic endeavor. They have good perception and observation and their critical ability, with which they are able to view their own efforts as well as those of others, gives their work integrity.
In their personal relationships they show understanding of the other person's point of view, trying to resolve any differences by compromise, and are often willing to allow claims against themselves to be settled to their own disadvantage rather than spoil a relationship. They like the opposite sex to the extent of promiscuity sometimes, and may indulge in romanticism bordering on sentimentality.
Their marriages, however, stand a good chance of success because they are frequently the union of "true minds". The Libran's continuing kindness toward his or her partner mollifies any hurt the latter may feel if the two have had a tiff. Nor can the Libran's spouse often complain that he or she is not understood, for the Libran is usually the most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and the most ready to tolerate the beloved's failings.
The negative Libran character may show frivolity, flirtatiousness and shallowness. It can be changeable and indecisive, impatient of routine, colorlessly conventional and timid, easygoing to the point of inertia, seldom angry when circumstances demand a show of annoyance at least; and yet Librans can shock everyone around them with sudden storms of rage. Their love of pleasure may lead them into extravagance; Libran men can degenerate into reckless gamblers, and Libran women extravagant, jealous and careless about money sometimes squander their wealth and talents in their overenthusiasm for causes which they espouse. Both sexes can become great gossipers. A characteristic of the type is an insatiable curiosity that tempts them to enquire into every social scandal in their circle.
In their work the description "lazy Libra" which is sometimes given is actually more alliterative than true. Librans can be surprisingly energetic, though it is true that they dislike coarse, dirty work. Although some are modestly content, others are extremely ambitious. With their dislike of extremes they make good diplomats but perhaps poor party politicians, for they are moderate in their opinions and able to see other points of view. They can succeed as administrators, lawyers (they have a strong sense of justice, which cynics might say could handicap them in a legal career), antique dealers, civil servants and bankers, for they are trustworthy in handling other people's money. Some Librans are gifted in fashion designing or in devising new cosmetics; others may find success as artists, composers, critics, writers, interior decorators, welfare workers or valuers, and they have an ability in the management of all sorts of public entertainment. Some work philanthropically for humanity with great self-disciple and significant results. Libran financiers sometimes make good speculators, for they have the optimism and ability to recover from financial crashes.
Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring.
They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its truth seems to them self-evident; and among their faults is an impatience of criticism and a greed for approval. But their characters are on the whole balanced, diplomatic and even tempered.
Librans are sensitive to the needs of others and have the gift
, sometimes to an almost psychic extent, of understanding the emotional needs of their companions and meeting them with their own innate optimism - they are the kind of people of whom it is said, "They always make you feel better for having been with them." They are very social human beings. They loathe cruelty, viciousness and vulgarity and detest conflict between people, so they do their best to cooperate and compromise with everyone around them, and their ideal for their own circle and for society as a whole is unity.
Their cast of mind is artistic rather than intellectual, though they are usually too moderate and well balanced to be avant garde in any artistic endeavor. They have good perception and observation and their critical ability, with which they are able to view their own efforts as well as those of others, gives their work integrity.
In their personal relationships they show understanding of the other person's point of view, trying to resolve any differences by compromise, and are often willing to allow claims against themselves to be settled to their own disadvantage rather than spoil a relationship. They like the opposite sex to the extent of promiscuity sometimes, and may indulge in romanticism bordering on sentimentality.
Their marriages, however, stand a good chance of success because they are frequently the union of "true minds". The Libran's continuing kindness toward his or her partner mollifies any hurt the latter may feel if the two have had a tiff. Nor can the Libran's spouse often complain that he or she is not understood, for the Libran is usually the most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and the most ready to tolerate the beloved's failings.
The negative Libran character may show frivolity, flirtatiousness and shallowness. It can be changeable and indecisive, impatient of routine, colorlessly conventional and timid, easygoing to the point of inertia, seldom angry when circumstances demand a show of annoyance at least; and yet Librans can shock everyone around them with sudden storms of rage. Their love of pleasure may lead them into extravagance; Libran men can degenerate into reckless gamblers, and Libran women extravagant, jealous and careless about money sometimes squander their wealth and talents in their overenthusiasm for causes which they espouse. Both sexes can become great gossipers. A characteristic of the type is an insatiable curiosity that tempts them to enquire into every social scandal in their circle.
In their work the description "lazy Libra" which is sometimes given is actually more alliterative than true. Librans can be surprisingly energetic, though it is true that they dislike coarse, dirty work. Although some are modestly content, others are extremely ambitious. With their dislike of extremes they make good diplomats but perhaps poor party politicians, for they are moderate in their opinions and able to see other points of view. They can succeed as administrators, lawyers (they have a strong sense of justice, which cynics might say could handicap them in a legal career), antique dealers, civil servants and bankers, for they are trustworthy in handling other people's money. Some Librans are gifted in fashion designing or in devising new cosmetics; others may find success as artists, composers, critics, writers, interior decorators, welfare workers or valuers, and they have an ability in the management of all sorts of public entertainment. Some work philanthropically for humanity with great self-disciple and significant results. Libran financiers sometimes make good speculators, for they have the optimism and ability to recover from financial crashes.
Lost in the Night- A poem about confusion and heart-ache
This is a poem I wrote probably 4-5 months ago when I was trying to woo a girl back home in the QC
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You say you love me, but you are with him
You say you love him, and you really do.
We talk all day and all night, but we both know,
that we can never be anything more than what we are now.
So why is it that I can't get you out of my head?
Why is it that I can't forget the things you told me you've done with my friend?
Why can't I just forget these feelings we share for each other, that will never come to be?
Why can't I let a sleeping dragon lie, and tell you I can't do this, before he finds out and hates us both?
The answer is this:
I love you
I want to do those same things with you
Love is a burden, yet a thing to celebrate when you have it.
Because I almost want to ruin it, so I can have you to myself.
I have no one right now, but you could change that.
I have no one right now, but you can't change that.
I have no one right now, to hug me when I'm blue
I have no one right now, to make me feel needed, except you.
I want you to know that I love you
I want you to know that I care
I want you to know that I'll be there
I want you to know that I'm rare.
You will never find another like me
You will never find someone who cares
You will never find someone that will be there for you, before anyone else.
You will never find another like me, because I'm one in a million.
You say you love him, but is that really true?
You say you love him, but does he really love you?
He ignores you for his games, he leaves you out dry
He may hug you and kiss you, but is he worth it if he makes you cry?
So I stay up on these late, lonely nights, hoping to get that text
I stay up, often times wondering why?
Why am I so hopelessly devoted to someone I can't have?
Why am I in love with someone, who is in love with my best friend?
The answer is simple,
I'm just a lowly boy
who found a light to guide his way
when he was Lost in the Night
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You say you love me, but you are with him
You say you love him, and you really do.
We talk all day and all night, but we both know,
that we can never be anything more than what we are now.
So why is it that I can't get you out of my head?
Why is it that I can't forget the things you told me you've done with my friend?
Why can't I just forget these feelings we share for each other, that will never come to be?
Why can't I let a sleeping dragon lie, and tell you I can't do this, before he finds out and hates us both?
The answer is this:
I love you
I want to do those same things with you
Love is a burden, yet a thing to celebrate when you have it.
Because I almost want to ruin it, so I can have you to myself.
I have no one right now, but you could change that.
I have no one right now, but you can't change that.
I have no one right now, to hug me when I'm blue
I have no one right now, to make me feel needed, except you.
I want you to know that I love you
I want you to know that I care
I want you to know that I'll be there
I want you to know that I'm rare.
You will never find another like me
You will never find someone who cares
You will never find someone that will be there for you, before anyone else.
You will never find another like me, because I'm one in a million.
You say you love him, but is that really true?
You say you love him, but does he really love you?
He ignores you for his games, he leaves you out dry
He may hug you and kiss you, but is he worth it if he makes you cry?
So I stay up on these late, lonely nights, hoping to get that text
I stay up, often times wondering why?
Why am I so hopelessly devoted to someone I can't have?
Why am I in love with someone, who is in love with my best friend?
The answer is simple,
I'm just a lowly boy
who found a light to guide his way
when he was Lost in the Night
True Love
Very few people realize what True Love actually is. Dictionary.com defines true love as "a sweetheart; a truly loving or loved person." Well, this is true, but it also has a much deeper meaning. When you truly love a person, something just clicks when you meet. It just feels right and perfect in every sense of the word. Nothing can ruin your relationship, nothing can make either of you sad when you are together. You rarely, if ever, get into fights over anything, and you trust each other completely. True love is when you love someone so much you would do anything for them. Whether it be loving them more than anything else, or making way for some other guy or girl. If you truly love someone, you would be willing to sacrifice your own happiness for theirs. A love like this is almost impossible to find, but when you do, you will know immediately, and you will hate every moment you are not together.
That's what true love really is.
That's what true love really is.
Nymph
I've dealt with so much in my life, both on the normal and paranormal side, like, I have dealt with rejection, wanting girls I can't have, demons, devils, other unimaginable beasts. Because of all this, I'm to the point where I literally need a physical connection with someone, or else I start to lose myself and give in to my more... demonic traits. Without feeling like I am loved and needed, I start to collapse into myself, and the bonds of the demon weaken. I have dealt with all this for so long that I'm prepped for pretty much anything. Or so I thought.
Going into college, I was looking for some good friends, and I found them, however, I didn't expect to get such strong feelings for one of them. I got to know her, and she was a really awesome person. One thing though, she was taken (as is my usual luck in my pursuits of the opposite sex) so I decided I would back off. Then she told me she could do stuff with other guys, as long as she was honest with her boyfriend. My mind was and is on a roller coaster with this aspect, as I want to do stuff with her, but I know I shouldn't, though every time I'm with her, I get overwhelmed by her and can't help myself. I'm hoping that, come Christmas break, everything can change for the better, but we will see how the cards fall, and how the game plays out.
Now to you my nymph, I want you to pay special attention to the first paragraph. Right now, my friendship with you is whats holding me together, so I can honestly say to you, I will never intentionally hurt you, I will never leave you, I will never stop being your friend. I will always be here for you, no matter what you need me for.
Going into college, I was looking for some good friends, and I found them, however, I didn't expect to get such strong feelings for one of them. I got to know her, and she was a really awesome person. One thing though, she was taken (as is my usual luck in my pursuits of the opposite sex) so I decided I would back off. Then she told me she could do stuff with other guys, as long as she was honest with her boyfriend. My mind was and is on a roller coaster with this aspect, as I want to do stuff with her, but I know I shouldn't, though every time I'm with her, I get overwhelmed by her and can't help myself. I'm hoping that, come Christmas break, everything can change for the better, but we will see how the cards fall, and how the game plays out.
Now to you my nymph, I want you to pay special attention to the first paragraph. Right now, my friendship with you is whats holding me together, so I can honestly say to you, I will never intentionally hurt you, I will never leave you, I will never stop being your friend. I will always be here for you, no matter what you need me for.
Demons
So, very few people know this about me, but I am plagued by demons, literally. Since I was in the 2nd grade, I have seen demons of all shapes and sizes. They seem to be drawn to me for some reason. When I was in 3rd grade, I started hearing them talk, and understanding them. The one thing that stands out most to me is when I heard them say "This one will do nicely. We must keep an eye on him..." and since then, I saw a demon EVERYWHERE I went. Sometimes they were disguised as humans, sometimes I saw them in their true forms. Once I hit 4th grade, I started talking to a few of the ones that weren't out to "get" me, and I learned quite a bit from them. Also come 4th grade, I met my better half. Once she and I grew close, I never saw any more demons. I would have flashes every now and then, but very seldom. I knew they were still there, I could feel their presence, but never saw them. Until my Jr year in high school, when my better half was forced away from me and I lost contact with her for 2 years. Then is when the demons came back with a fury. I am still fighting off their advances, but I am currently winning, as I have started talking to my better half again. Sadly, it still isnt enough. Tonight, the bonds I placed on my inner "demon" began to break, something that hasn't happened for 4 years. Last time it happened, bad things happened, so now I must devote 2 days of being anti-social to containing the demon within me. This is going to be interesting...
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