Yes, Karma is my first topic today.
Karma- n.
action, seen as bringing upon oneself inevitable results, good or bad in life.
now, you may be wondering why im posting this, its because Karma is being sweet to me today. things that people have done to me are coming back on them, and things that I have done for others are coming back to me, yielding good results. I have a very good feeling that these next few days are going to be good ones.
now, to other news-
the skillet concert last night was AMAZING!!!!!!! sadly, thats all we got to see cuz Kelsea got sick, but its okay, I would chose her health over a concert any day.
my play director is making me dye my facial hair black, but leave my hair red, so im going to look like a d-bag for a while
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Contemplation
What happens when the fire in one relationship has died? The relationship dies.
What happens when the relationship dies? Old friends drift apart.
What happens when old friends drift apart? Feelings get hurt.
What happens when feelings get hurt? Tears are shed.
I'm here to tell you that while I do care about your feelings, and I dont want you to be hurt, I'm happy with what I have, and you need to accept that. You need to be happy with what you have too, stop holding onto the dreams of what once was a possibility, and just let it go. If, somewhere down the line, those dreams come true, then they do, but if not then there is nothing we can do about it. This is your time to just move on and be happy with what you have.
What happens when the relationship dies? Old friends drift apart.
What happens when old friends drift apart? Feelings get hurt.
What happens when feelings get hurt? Tears are shed.
I'm here to tell you that while I do care about your feelings, and I dont want you to be hurt, I'm happy with what I have, and you need to accept that. You need to be happy with what you have too, stop holding onto the dreams of what once was a possibility, and just let it go. If, somewhere down the line, those dreams come true, then they do, but if not then there is nothing we can do about it. This is your time to just move on and be happy with what you have.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Dreams...
Last night was an interesting night because of my dreams. It started out as a cherub type thing, sort of like Cupid, eating the souls of people. It jumped around different houses, eating the souls of everyone in there. The only way to stop it was to shoot it with incendiary rounds, but every time we shot it, it came back. We (Myself and a few others who were savvy to what was going on) managed to lure it into a furnace somehow though, and that was the end of that. Then, my dreams moved to the tooth fairies from Hellboy 2 eating the soulless peoples teeth and possessing them, turning the entire campus into mindless things, kind of like the CF people are now, but they were more forceful. they had an underground lair and everything, and myself and steve managed to infiltrate and find out what was going on. thats about when i woke up due to being uncomfortable, when I fell back asleep, I had a dream about the man in the cloak again, the assassin. I dont remember details about that one though
Monday, February 1, 2010
Ignorance
so, i just got done reading this extremely ignorant essay about how gays are not people, how being gay and married is a mockery of traditional marriage and that gays have no souls. yeah. never reading that bull again.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Last night Kelsea, Zach and I went shopping. Lets just say that Zach and I couldn't stop laughing. After that Zach, Randy and I played some L4D2 and had fun with that.
after all the fun stuff was over, it was time to sleep. apparently at some point in the night, I started breathing really fast with my legs flailing, then when Kelsea grabbed my leg, apparently I stopped. I dont remember any of this.
I did have another dream of the strange man in the robe though. I still don't know his name or face though. This needs further pondering.
The plan for today is to chill and play xbox, as well as a possible trip to Merle Hay mall and other various GameStop locations.
after all the fun stuff was over, it was time to sleep. apparently at some point in the night, I started breathing really fast with my legs flailing, then when Kelsea grabbed my leg, apparently I stopped. I dont remember any of this.
I did have another dream of the strange man in the robe though. I still don't know his name or face though. This needs further pondering.
The plan for today is to chill and play xbox, as well as a possible trip to Merle Hay mall and other various GameStop locations.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Dreams that are...
over the past couple nights I have been having dreams of a man clad in flowing black and white robes. Though I never actually see him kill anyone, or hear anyone accuse him of being such, I just know he is an assassin. I have seen him being put through trials, stalking his prey, even rejoicing in his most recent kill. I feel like I somehow know this man, even though I know that I cant, because he and everyone around him were from a long ago time, if I had to guess, I would say shortly after the Renaissance in Europe.
Another thing I have been seeing a lot of is the forest through the eyes of an animal, though I'm not sure what animal yet. I have my suspicions, but those are doubtful to be true.
Another thing I have been seeing a lot of is the forest through the eyes of an animal, though I'm not sure what animal yet. I have my suspicions, but those are doubtful to be true.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
The Night Angel's thoughts from the last month
“I know you're out there And I know you care 'Cause I feel you Like an angel watching over me.” I'm not looking to the past and worrying about it, instead, I'm looking to the future and concerning myself with proving that I do exist, and I really do care about you too my dear.
what do you do when someone loves you, but you cant be anything more to a friend to them, and you tell them to move on, but they cant?
the angel of darkness is coming. follow me down the path, and I will protect you, I will give you guidance through the trials to come. I am the Night Angel.
the night holds wonderous things. people are most prone to truth telling at night, when all their inhibitions are gone you never know what might be said or done. rest assured that I will always be ther watching over you, keeping you safe from the things that go bump in the night.
if you are going to lie about being something you aren't, at least make sure that no one knows what the thing you are pretending to be actually is, cuz then you just look stupid.
as life goes on, things only get more and more challenging. its at times like these where you will need someone like me beside you, to help you stay strong and keep going. know i'm always here for you when you need me.
love is an odd thing. While many claim to know what it means, its definition is always variable by how one particular peron interprets it. To me, love is all about passion. If you really care for a person, you will do anything to make them happy, even if the task seems impossible, but then, isn't a relationship all about making the impossible into the possible?
we dont chose who we love. its also not something that is predetermined by fate. love is the kind of thing that just... happens. it can be with the most unlikely person that you fall in love with, but when it happens, you know for sure that you dont want to live your life without that person in it.
at night, things get their most confusing. innermost thoughts get shared. there are certain things that are said or done that shouldn't be, but they are anyway. the only thing we can do about this is to try and make something good come out of something potentially negative
when you know enough about relationships to help others, but you cant help your own, what are you supposed to do then? keep fighting? or do you give up and just let what happens happen. I can tell you what I'm going to do, I'm going to keep fighting the good fight, and hope that i can figure things out.
ife likes to fuck with us. people like me? we like to fuck with life. don't let the little things get to you, enjoy every minute of your life. take each new challenge as an oppertunity to better yourself, or learn from your mistake. but more importantly, learn to laugh and have a good time, cuz isnt that really all that matters?
Christmas is almost here. Have you been naughty or nice? Seriously, isnt it kinda creepy that an anciently old man would sneak into your house and leave you little "gifts"? sounds to me like he is just a pedo looking for some attention.
When the night falls, when minds are racing, when coherent thought ceases to exist, I will be the shining light, the one to make time slow down, and the one to make sense of things again. I am... The Night Angel
when the sandman comes, let him put you to sleep, and you will dream dreams a plenty, for dreams are where our mind goes to unwind, and if we dont let it do that, we may well go crazy.
When it seems that your life isnt going how you want it to, remember, there is always someone out there who would love to be in your position.
...and as the light turns to dark, and the day becomes night, I will be watching over you, for I am the Watcher of the lost, the Guardian of the lonely, Lover of the damned, and most Feared of the living. I am... the Night Angel
This is a new year, a fresh start, so lets put the past behind us and start over, give life a jump start and look at things in a new light.
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These are all of my thoughts pertaining to The Night Angel from the past month. let me know what you think and if I should keep posting them every month
what do you do when someone loves you, but you cant be anything more to a friend to them, and you tell them to move on, but they cant?
the angel of darkness is coming. follow me down the path, and I will protect you, I will give you guidance through the trials to come. I am the Night Angel.
the night holds wonderous things. people are most prone to truth telling at night, when all their inhibitions are gone you never know what might be said or done. rest assured that I will always be ther watching over you, keeping you safe from the things that go bump in the night.
if you are going to lie about being something you aren't, at least make sure that no one knows what the thing you are pretending to be actually is, cuz then you just look stupid.
as life goes on, things only get more and more challenging. its at times like these where you will need someone like me beside you, to help you stay strong and keep going. know i'm always here for you when you need me.
love is an odd thing. While many claim to know what it means, its definition is always variable by how one particular peron interprets it. To me, love is all about passion. If you really care for a person, you will do anything to make them happy, even if the task seems impossible, but then, isn't a relationship all about making the impossible into the possible?
we dont chose who we love. its also not something that is predetermined by fate. love is the kind of thing that just... happens. it can be with the most unlikely person that you fall in love with, but when it happens, you know for sure that you dont want to live your life without that person in it.
at night, things get their most confusing. innermost thoughts get shared. there are certain things that are said or done that shouldn't be, but they are anyway. the only thing we can do about this is to try and make something good come out of something potentially negative
when you know enough about relationships to help others, but you cant help your own, what are you supposed to do then? keep fighting? or do you give up and just let what happens happen. I can tell you what I'm going to do, I'm going to keep fighting the good fight, and hope that i can figure things out.
ife likes to fuck with us. people like me? we like to fuck with life. don't let the little things get to you, enjoy every minute of your life. take each new challenge as an oppertunity to better yourself, or learn from your mistake. but more importantly, learn to laugh and have a good time, cuz isnt that really all that matters?
Christmas is almost here. Have you been naughty or nice? Seriously, isnt it kinda creepy that an anciently old man would sneak into your house and leave you little "gifts"? sounds to me like he is just a pedo looking for some attention.
When the night falls, when minds are racing, when coherent thought ceases to exist, I will be the shining light, the one to make time slow down, and the one to make sense of things again. I am... The Night Angel
when the sandman comes, let him put you to sleep, and you will dream dreams a plenty, for dreams are where our mind goes to unwind, and if we dont let it do that, we may well go crazy.
When it seems that your life isnt going how you want it to, remember, there is always someone out there who would love to be in your position.
...and as the light turns to dark, and the day becomes night, I will be watching over you, for I am the Watcher of the lost, the Guardian of the lonely, Lover of the damned, and most Feared of the living. I am... the Night Angel
This is a new year, a fresh start, so lets put the past behind us and start over, give life a jump start and look at things in a new light.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
These are all of my thoughts pertaining to The Night Angel from the past month. let me know what you think and if I should keep posting them every month
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