Friday, December 25, 2009

Christmas realizations, pt 2

well, overall today was a good day. I got Repo, Nightmare, some iTunes grocery gift cards, and a really cool painting my sister made me of a dragon... i need to decide what to name the dragon in it though...

christmas is a time to be happy, and i woke up very happy, but as the day went on, i found myself getting sadder and sadder, and i think i know why now. i have to forget the past, put it behind me, and start over, only do things differently this time. basically what i've been trying to do since october. its not working at all. and after my chat last night, i dont know whats going to happen.

I need to get back to Des Monies, so that i can re-focus myself. all this is killing me. literally.

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