Silent Gazes

there once was a time where your smile made me happy, your laugh made me warm inside. now that you're with him, I can't help but to feel disgusted by the sight of you. there is a part of me that wants you back, but another part that knows i cant have you back. so i move on, looking to newer, better things. a part of me thinks you will never be the same again, that you will never see me the same way i still see you again. life goes on i guess, and though all our plans are now dust in the wind, i still wish them to come true. however i know they probably wont. so i bid you farewell my guardian from on high, and say hello to a new time without you.